Some of you may have noticed that I have gone inactive in my posting. First i would like to apologize to everyone that I have a thread with, especially the North War topic. I feel horrible stopping my posting altogether without an explanation.
Since i was 16, I've struggled with an eating disorder. I have a lot of self image problems and issues with my hunger queue's and stuff. With this brings an onslaught of other health problems, like anxiety, sleep deprivation, stomach ulcer, and other stuff i don't really wanna go into XD
Anyways, since I got laid off from my job, I don't have my benefits anymore, therefore don't have enough money for my medication. To be quite honest, i'm glad to be off of them, I hate taking medication, but since i stopped some of my symptoms have come back. I'm having a lot of troubles eating and such, and sleep deprivation. Ive had a few panic attacks as well, but i don't really consider those a big deal anymore.
Since all this had started happening, I have had no creative thoughts at all. I've tried reading, watching shows, anything i could think of to spark my muse, but it's just gone. I can't even work on my own site that was about ready to launch. My brain's just dead >.<
So I have a few options, and hopefully I will have my health issues dealt with. I'm looking into alternative medicine, because i hate going to the hospital and taking medication. I just feel that im doing more harm to my body in the end... i've already applied for one, and i hope i get accepted.
>.< it seems so lame now that I read it over, but yah, thats whats been happening. Sorry for not letting you guys know earlier! I shall still be around in the c-box and stuffs. Hopefully my muse returns to me soon! <3
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