My name is long and it's freakin weird,it's Isabella Rihanna Nieves-Stames.I am 14 gonna be 15 on September 9th.I'm hispanic,and Greek. My moms random my dad's a smartass and my little brother is hyper...all the time!!!
To be honest,I have autisim though it's not severe.
I only have five real friends though they don't live near me so it's kinda rare that I see them after school.i am a victim to harrassment.I am bullied constantly about everything.the way I act the way I look/dress, my heritage everything.despite the fact that if I try i could probably get used to being a loner, I don't.I need friendship because I almost always have this feeling of loneliness in my heart.when I'm at home I close the empty feeling by either listening to music,drawing ,getting online.or praying to god.
I have a big family.lots of cousins and uncles and aunts.but a very few cousins actually pay attention to me.my favorite cousin was Kathy for many reasons.she was beautiful inside and out.she was never mean towards anyone.or had the heart to.she was sweet,kind and caring.she was also very shy.she too had a horrible past and she had a empty social life but instead of withering away,she simply continued to bloom this I respected her and loved her dearly. When she was killed in the car accident I felt as if half of my being shattered for the moment.I cried and didn't stop for three weeks.the only reason why I stopped was because I literally couldn't cry anymore.
My self confidence pretty much went down the drain after that.I draw,write,pray and listen to music more than ever.
As a lot of you know I'm pretty random and I'm weird.i'm pretty playful and immature at times and in rl I'm the same thing except I can sometimes be loud,say something to make someone laugh.then walk away kingdom hearts Nazi style. When I'm angry I'm even louder,Ill swear (not at my house though) I'll even get kinda violent; I call my sudden anger my inner bitch because i tend to be sarcastic and kinda mean. When I'm sad....well it's kinda obvious isn't it? Lol
I am a Christian,I believe there is a god, Jesus, angels,Satan and demons.i believe there is a heaven and hell.
According to my family and friends you really can't get bored with me.when I am bored I will either wander around outside looking for something to do.or if it's too cold to go outside I'll wander around in my home.take random pics,go online,or text somebody.when I see my own reflection I tend to make random faces.mostly I frown because I know that one day the mirror can't take the ugliness and it'll shatter and I'll have to be the one to clean it up since my parents will think it's me who broke it.
I love to dance even though I'm no good.i'll sing,sometimes.and I'll sometimes even dance and sing.but that's rare.
I am a tomboy.straight out.I HATE dresses,blouses skirts and skinny jeans. I also can't stand flip flops.I'll either wear sneakers or I'll go barefoot.I prefer to wear t shirts,jeans and some hat.and occasionally I'll wear skinny jeans. But not much. I also love sports.mostly soccer,football and basketball.
I have a song for every occasion.but my favorite theme is my "run away from popo theme" and my song for that is I think,"riding dirty. And my indepenant song is uprising by muse.
If people insist I'm from another planet I will say I'm from Saturn not mars.
When I'm bored I love playing shit like truth or dare,and the nervous game.I rarely get nervous in fact if someone touches me inappropriately during the game i will most likely either slap them or laugh. Don't ask
if there is a problem I will most likely say,"don't worry guys I'm a ninja,I've got this!" but then maters get worse and i get injured.
My friend and I shall be the saviors of the earth: there will be a day when beiber hits puberty and when he does 9 year old fangirls will go on a rampage to destroy the earth but me and my friend shall chase them away with heavy metal and the earth shall be saved!
When I'm not with friends.and i'm around people I don't know I get quiet.I guess it's because I don't want people to think I'm a freak or something.believe it or not,if it's someone I know I do care what they think about me.due to my past of being called "ugly" "retarded"ect. I don't believe it when people tell me that I'm smart or pretty.I have a very low self estem and I don't think much of myself.I have a hard time hating someone.despite what I say or how I act. I actually love and care about everyone that is nice to me.someone to actually show that they care about someone like me makes me feel good.it takes away the pain of the past and helps me heal.i care about my friend's happiness and it hurts me when they are in pain.when situations get bad I do cry,even though I don't want to.I'm not afraid to tell people how I feel.
My favorite colors are blue,green,black,gray,silver,and purple.
I love itallian and Chinese food and surprisingly I don't like spicy foods.
I love all the seasons.cold or warm.though I prefer warmer weather.I also love the coolness of winter.
I love to read and write.humor,action adventure,history,horror ect.if it's good I'll read it.
I am no stranger to music,i love all kinds of music.though I'm not crazy about country.
I love animals. And I have a little black dog named nela.I got her when I was 11 or 10.
you want more info about me simply pm me or talk with me on the cb and I will most likely convince you that i am an alien...Ty amd have a nice day ^^